let love in

i have a lot of love to give and no one to give it to. i've always kind of wanted to save the world, or maybe just one person. would anyone care? the feeling of being taken for granted leads to horrible thoughts. is it possible to want to give up, but want to keep going at the same time? i have so much faith, i know things will get better. i just want to skip all the bad parts and get to my future. but i know that is impossible, you can't have the good without the bad. but when do the people living for the good stop being put through the bad? i just want to start living.